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My Heart

by Michael White

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1.
Worst Time (Intro) 02:43
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It was after midnight when you kissed me Right time, right place, so meant to be I was drunk on the Tennessee whiskey You took me to your bed and found a way to deal with me Months flew by getting high off of your love Couldn't help it but damn my head was up in the clouds Never felt like this before, wrote my truth of what we were So I could let you go I got your voice out of my mind It was just a matter of time You'll always be in the back of my mind Some how you took this heart of mine Too young, too dumb to realize Reached out you'd never sympathize You might be my one and only regret With you it was the worst time I ever spent You started drifting away, spent most nights alone Reached out to my friends, told me "You're Not Alone" Found myself flirting at random bars Just felt good to be the one in charge So lonely, I just wanted your touch I wanted passion, I just want to be loved Can't think no more let me go to sleep I'm finally over you, let my mind be at peace I had my moment and I fell apart I got back up even when I had enough Turned my sadness into art, now this is The story of My Heart I got your voice out of my mind It was just a matter of time You'll always be in the back of my mind Some how you took this heart of mine Too young, too dumb to realize Reached out you'd never sympathize You might be my one and only regret With you it was the worst time I ever spent
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Blacked Out 04:09
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Can I hit restart, been more careful from the start What was I doing, the hell was I doing? Should've been a little smart Every move I make, every risk I take Acting so different not like myself, the fuck, I'm being so fake Friends took us out, got us all drunk Can this be over, so I can be sober You told me to trust her, I didn't even know her Reckless drinking, what am I doing In a strange place, I'm overthinking Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, too much over thinking You gave me drugs, said what the fuck? Supposed to be fun, but I didn't believe you Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah The city sort of changed you Crowded room, I don't know what to do Can't speak, can't move, my body feels like glue Oh, my, my Eyes red and fucking high Can't speak, can't move, what's my night come to? This was the time for a sweet escape I don't know why I made a mistake What can I say, what can I say The words are there but I can't explain Too much in the atmosphere Out of my mind, things are so unclear My body has had enough Shit I think I blacked out Yeah, I think I blacked out I'll never get the hype Drugs just ain't my vibe I asked for help, I was scared All you did was laugh at my pain I saw your real true side Now my love for you has died Why am I here? I should disappear Thought you were great, now you're my biggest fear You got me stressing Now I'm overly obsessing Should've stayed home and listened to my intuitions Got me all crossfaded Now I feel so isolated The world is spinning I'm feeling very jaded Over crowded places, and I feel so fucking anxious Out in the world with all this madness Can't speak, can't move, seeing too many changes Your crowd, your life, is a nightmare in disguise I'm in the dark, I don't want no part Memories now that have left me scarred This was the time for a sweet escape I don't know why I made a mistake What can I say, what can I say The words are there but I can't explain Too much in the atmosphere Out of my mind, things are so unclear My body has had enough Shit I think I blacked out Taking shots off the table, acting stupid and unstable Loud voice up in my face, walk away imma need space Strange faces all around me, flashing lights and I can't see I'm done, no more, don't fight, just take me home As I look back I'd never go back Felt off balance now I'm back on track Did things I've never done before Got me feeling so uncomfortable Just give me a sense of healing Still broken, in my bones, lost any sense of feelings Our time scared you You hate to admit it But you know it's true You abused me verbally Got me fucked up so quickly Naive, so damaged That was the night when everything happened I changed my views That night, what you did And everything about you Stayed with you 'cause I loved you What you did made it hard to be with you, yeah
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My Ex 02:56
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You acting shady, you acting up Why am I with you, my mind is fucked You treat me different, the spark is gone I thought I loved you, damn was I wrong Days go by and I can't deny When we're together it's such a lie I wonder why, I even try? Times with you weren't the best The only time you wanted me was just for sex I wanted more, now you're just my ex You say one thing and you lie to my face I'm tired, I'm done, I can't look at your face We argue, we fight, I'm always the one to blame Try to make you happy and be there for you I know deep down it's over, and we're through No more games, all you do is cause me pain Days go by and I can't deny When we're together it's such a lie I wonder why, I even try? Times with you weren't the best The only time you wanted me was just for sex I wanted more, now you're just my ex I bet you told your friends how crazy I am Made jokes and remarks that our love was sham Sniff your lines, tell your lies This was your fault but you made it mine You were selfish with so much arrogance You've found what you needed Hope they can deal with all your secrets Days went by and I couldn't deny When we were together it was such a lie I wonder why, I even tried? Times with you weren't the best The only time you wanted me was just for sex I wanted more, now you're just my ex
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D. T. L 03:13
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I was so blinded forgot about flaws, yeah I saw the signs but I couldn't hit pause, yeah The words you said they went a little too far, yeah Like you're pouring salt on deep open scars, yeah Break up, leave your man that's all what was said Runaway and find a new love instead I was so numb that I had no empathy So numb that I lost my sense of dignity No more liquor to take the pain away I contemplated meds to make me feel okay Tears on my face it happened every day No more staying time to break away I don't like your messed up ways I don't like the games you made me play Baby, you weren't even worth the chase This love is now something that we can erase, yeah I was your cure, you're my disease This love ain't real and it ain't for me I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken When at first it took so long to open Dark thoughts they filled my head I took those thoughts with me to bed Being with you, it felt so dangerous Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah You kissed my lips, yeah I didn't feel nothing You pinned me down, yeah I thought I'd feel something Paralyzed, a feeling that felt so normal I didn't fight it, cause you were so forceful You said the words to make me feel awful But what you said was way more harmful What changed, I was so happy before I don't smile when I hold your hand anymore Fuck your apologies, roll my eyes just let me be You lost the prize, don't you see no longer yours to please 'cause Someone like me is too damn hard to find Ready to be free and fucking live my life Didn't like your messed up ways Didn't like the games you made me play New life, clear head and a smile on my face This is not something of yours to take I was your cure, you're my disease This love ain't real and it ain't for me I gave you my heart my soul that's now broken When at first it took so long to open Dark thoughts they filled my head I took those thoughts with me to bed Being with you, it felt so dangerous Finally out this damaged, toxic, love, yeah
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Better Alone 04:24
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I used to think we were good Used to think that we were alright Then I saw you with someone else and I wanted to die Never was possessive, maybe a little obsessive Thought your love for me was always meant to be I try to forget you sometimes I see you Hate to even say it but some days I miss you I don't need you, somehow I still love you You broke my heart in two Ghosted me right out of the blue Now it's clear to see that I don't deserve you Took some time to get here Skies were cloudy now they're clear Loving you was hard, but at least there's no more tears I'm in a good place now, you changed my life somehow You helped me remember Fuck love, I'm better alone You had no control your vices showed and broke my soul Ain't no way this was love, always felt empty and never whole Looking back why'd I fight for you? Don't know why I was drawn to you? Past is in the past, movin' on with a better view The one thing that hurt me is who you turned out to be You broke me down in front of my own family You saw me cry, boy I just wanted you to try Called you the one cause you were my baby Ain't no doubt that our love was crazy You fucked up, I gave you chances We made up on the sheets of your mattress Took some time to get here Skies were cloudy now they're clear Loving you was hard, but at least there's no more tears I'm in a good place now, you changed my life somehow You helped me remember Fuck love, I'm better alone Better alone, better alone I'm better alone, forever on my own Better alone, better alone I'm better alone, love don't make me grown Rejection I don't care Romance has been so rare After what I've been through My mind needs to be repaired. Tired of being used Tired of the abuse I've opened up and it seems Like I only get bruised I learned to love myself Gotta love myself Don't settle for less Remember you are blessed Remember you are blessed Remember you are blessed Remember you are blessed, babe 'Member you are blessed
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Someone Love Me 02:30
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I can be problematic, shit, I can be dramatic But I have feelings, I deserve love too I crave the attention, I love some affection I have needs, I have needs, someone love me please Life goes by find a husband or a wife and share a life Not gonna lie, that sounds really nice Someone to love, someone to hold, someone to hope and care for I want that, I need that, shit I got to have that Someone love me Someone love me Someone love me Over the Netflix and the chill Need someone who's the real deal Who will meet the parents, and leave me breathless Vacations to the beach, or somewhere far can we do that please That's all I need, that's all I need, I just need love and peace Make me laugh, make me smile Haven't done that in a while Someone lock me down, I know I'm fun to be around Someone to love, someone to hold, someone to hope and care for I want that, I need that, shit Will I ever have that? Someone love me Someone love me Someone love me
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My Heart 03:14
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You said hey, I didn't know what to say All I know is now you're stuck in my brain Smile so big, heart is full, never have I felt this wonderful Harmless flirting, back and forth Tell me why I like you so? Text all day, text all night Be my star that shines so bright When I'm with you life gets better You've got the sweetness, you've got a bad side Don't know why my tongue is tied Makes me go insane and that tells me that I like you You are different, you show me interest Every thought of you got me in some kind of mood You don't play games for me that's all it takes You like me for me and all of my heart All of my heart, all of my heart Like me for me and all of my heart Don't you tear it apart, all of my heart Like me for me, let's go back to the start Let's go back to when we met You flashed that smile that you do so well Boy you've got me up and down You give me that look each time you come around Can't resist makes me pissed Been so long since we have kissed Let's go back to your place baby I wanna get in your space When I'm with you life gets better You've got the sweetness, you've got a bad side Don't know why my tongue is tied Makes me go insane and that tells me that I like you You are different, you show me interest Every thought of you got me in some kind of mood You don't play games for me that's all it takes You like me for me and all of my heart All of my heart, all of my heart Like me for me and all of my heart Don't you tear it apart, all of my heart Like me for me, let's go back to the start
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Wanted Love (feat. Toño) 03:31
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Up late, all night Something 'bout being alone don't feel right Love on the brain and my babe on my mind Love with you is too damn hard to find The lovin' that you give me it gives me chills Each time I think of it, fuck I bite my lips Baby come home, I can't do this on my own Get our act together and get in the zone Bring your body, next to mine Grab my hips, don't waste no time You could give me that good love You could give me that mad love Throw me on the bed, have your way with me Replay those nasty visions in my head Give me that desired love, give me that passionate love Baby just hold me, thrill me, kiss me, give me that wanted love I hope my parents don't hear this, shit Tossing and turning all through the night Craving your body that's what sounds right. I want it now, let's explore, give me more Pin me down, hold me tight and make me yours The lovin' that you give me, it makes me weak Ya know I gotta keep you cause you satisfy my needs Hold me close, don't let go, we'll take it nice and slow Get our act together and get in the zone I want that sexy, dirty, nitty, gritty, naughty type of love 50 Shades of gray shit, damn that sounds fun Got me begging for more, all day, all night I'm yours Got me walking side to side, let's do that every night You could give me that good love You could give me that mad love Throw me on the bed, have your way with me Replay those nasty visions in my head Give me that desired love, give me that passionate love Baby just hold me, thrill me, kiss me, give me that wanted love Just keep rubbing the lamp, get the genie out the bottle Hop in the car yeah we going full throttle Feelin like we won the lotto I don't need to beer goggles To make love to you But I might need more than us two Cause you know our loves my favorite thing to share it's cool Make me feel comfortable When I ride you like a bull Your thrusts mechanical I'm feeling magical Maybe it's the poppers or the ganja or it's both let's go You could give me that good love You could give me that mad love Throw me on the bed, have your way with me Replay those nasty visions in my head Give me that desired love, give me that passionate love Baby just hold me, thrill me, kiss me, give me that wa
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For U 03:35
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One Two Three Four I want to know if I held you close would you stay I want to know if you ever knew that I'd never go away babe I'll never leave, why don't you want me? Am I not good enough to be your one and only That's all I wanted, but you reject me You showed up unexpected, don't know how but I was tempted I've been too quiet too long, feelings that seem so strong I opened up, and you shot me down You say these things, makes me think you'll come around I'd do anything for you, for you I'd love to be with you, with you Don't look the other way Love is hard, but I'm here to stay, just know that I'd do anything for you, for you Think about what you say What you say makes me feel a certain way now, yeah I don't want to feel this way, something that I gotta say That I care, I listen, I saw the future you were my vision I'd keep you close and you'll always know But if I told you how I really feel I'm afraid you'll disappear I wouldn't know how handle that, too fragile to be treated like that You opened up and came around Expressed what was needed And found some common ground I'd do anything for you, for you I'd love to be with you, with you Don't look the other way Love is hard, but I'm here to stay, just know that I'd do anything for you, for you Every minute feels like an hour Every hour feels like a day Every day feels like forever I'll wait forever and a day Every minute feels like an hour, yeah Every hour feels like a day Every day feels like forever, yeah I'll wait forever and a day, cause I'd do anything for you, for you I'd love to be with you, with you Don't look the other way Love is hard, but I'm here to stay, just know that I'd do anything for you, for you Every minute feels like an hour Every hour feels like a day Every day feels like forever I'll wait forever and a day Every minute feels like an hour, yeah Every hour feels like a day Every day feels like forever, yeah I'll wait forever and a day For You
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Drive Me Crazy 03:39
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You ask me what, what you doing I'm laying in bed scrolling at my phone, I hate being here alone Call, call me maybe Hate checking the phone while I'm sitting here waiting for your call Why do you do this? Why am I like this? I can't help it I act like a fool, can't make the first move Anticipating, I'm always waiting The more I wait baby, the more time I waste I just want your time, you give me peace of mind I could be the missing piece, that you thought you didn't need I crave you, I want you Can you be mine? Just you and I Do you mind telling me what the fuck is going on? Is it all in my head? All in my head Second guess my every move Don't know how to tell the truth I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy, you drive me crazy I don't mind if we take our time, as long as you're in my life I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy I'll hear from you one day, then nothing the next You mess with my mind, bitch, you got me stressed, yeah Why, why you do this to me? I need some motivation, just stop all hesitation You gave me your number, then I start to wonder Do you even like me or do I need therapy? The fuck what am I stressing for? You make it seem like I could be yours I'm getting older, I just want someone to adore Do you mind telling me what the fuck is going on? Is it all in my head? All in my head Second guess my every move Don't know how to tell the truth I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy, you drive me crazy I don't mind if we take our time, as long as you're in my life I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy I don't know what to do I'm just so used to you Everything about you got me so invested Your eyes, your face, your charm and your embrace Your voice, your lips Fuck the others I call dibs Do you mind telling me what the fuck is going on? Is it all in my head? All in my head Second guess my every move Don't know how to tell the truth I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy Ah, ah, crazy, you drive me crazy I don't mind if we take our time, as long as you're in my life I think of you daily, damn you drive me crazy, baby Shit Your loss bitch, aha!
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Happy 03:17
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I wanna be chill but I'm so shy It's who I am it's something I can't hide Don't wanna be angry live a life so carefree In a world that allows me to breathe I'm tired of the world, society is fucked Wanna be alone and just chill in the dark Tired of the substance abuse, I don't care if you don't approve Sometimes it gets too much I feel like I've had enough Medication, meditation, leads me to hesitation 7 billion on the planet Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time Fuck my anxiety, so I can just be happy If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing Bottle it up it's my way of coping Hide away, block out the light In my mind, that's what feels right I cry for help, I'll ask for anyone Feel like I'm dying, from the heat of the sun I just want to live life and be okay Why do my breakdowns get in the way? Just calm down, you'll be alright Those are the words that make me wanna fight Don't wanna be emotional, I take it personal Every room, every space Makes me feel like I'm lost in a maze Can't seem to find my place, we all go at a different pace Sleep, scream, cry, repeat Quiet the voices I must defeat Maybe I need some guidance Demons rest, give me silence If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing Sleep, Scream Hide away, block out the light Silence Trapped in this world feeling shadowed and caged Maybe someday life will be okay Maybe the message gets clearer in waves Just can't get up and go a steady pace 7 billion on the planet Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time Fuck my anxiety, so I can just be happy If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing Bottle it up it's my way of coping Hide away, block out the light In my mind, that's what feels right
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Nearby 03:07
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Dark clouds, rainfall, cold bed, so alone You text me, I sneak you in You hold me tight while you kiss me goodnight Take a deep breath, hold my hand Pull me close while you grip my waist, baby Baby, I could lie here for days You are not mine, you are tonight This feels right, you can't deny In the morning, will I forget this or was this real Sunrise, we say goodbye, can you stay here Please be here, or will you be nearby? I miss your touch, I miss your scent But most of all, most of all, I miss your voice You come back another time, please be mine Please be mine, for more than just one night You are not mine, you are tonight This feels right, you can't deny In the morning, will I forget this or was this real Sunrise, we say goodbye, can you stay here Please be here, or will you be nearby?
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Give Us a Try 02:25
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You say I'm too clingy, you say to be patient The amount of love that I have for you can't wait I try to speak my mind, put my feelings on the line Tryin' to get through to you but it feels like it's too late I just wanna hold you I just wanna feel you I'm sick of being lonely Want someone that I can see I apologize too much I think and care too much I'm sensitive to my feelings I open up now I'm bleeding I need you in my life Baby just this once, give us a try Baby love, tell me what's on your mind I'll tell you what's on mine, over some fine white wine I'd do anything for you, what would I do if I lost you My love's so strong, no I'm not wrong, you and I could last real long I'm not trying to be needy, I'm just trying to feel loved What's a guy gotta do, all I wanna do is just stay with you Long days go by, gloominess all up in the sky Stress level rocking my mind hoping' you'd still be mine I need you in my life Baby just this once, give us a try I need you in my life Baby just this once, give us a try

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Michael White Portland, Oregon

If Ariana Grande & Khalid had a baby. It would be me.

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